surfworldMajor

Ah the pain. It shoots up my left leg. I lay there worried. Then I can't feel anything. I laugh hysterically. Because I don't know what else to do. I love pain. I tried to move my toes. But couldn't. I laugh louder. More hysterically. I don't know what else I can do. So instead I try to stand. I can. If I use my right. I try to put weight on my left. I can't feel anything. But the shock through my leg and foot tells me that its still connected. Thankfully. I try to take a step. And fall. I just start laughing. Quietly, to myself. No one else is around to find me. I start to think back. To the time I couldn't feel my a

Don't you ever wonder if there's more under that 'I'm fine'? Don't you think that maybe behind the glasses and dark blue-grey eyes I'm not really 'fine'? Maybe there's a deep turmoil. Maybe you do know. And choose to ignore it. Or tell me to stop acting up. But maybe don't you think I'm not acting, that I'm really hurting inside? Of course you don't. You just worry about losing weight,your projects and making me into a perfect girl. But I'm not. I wear t-shirts and shorts. I don't wear dresses or skirts. I never wAnt to. I'm not you. I'm tired or trying to be you,I want to be more like me. I like being the 'idiot' you say I act like. That

Sam’s POV I was tortured for a long time on some vehicle then I ran back to his place for some reason. Once I was inside I fell asleep. They put me on a table and I started freaking out thinking they were going to torture me too. They put me in this blanket thing and I couldn’t move or anything but breathe. When I woke up this girl came to me and stuck more needles in my arms. I tried to fight back but I still couldn’t move. After a really long time they took the blanket off and I tried to get away but I was still tied to the table. Every part of my body was wrapped for some reason. The girl that I met first said “S

I was sitting in my room just listening to some music and reading when I thought why am I still here. My name is Sam by the way or Samantha or Samson depending on which one I decide on being. But usually just Sam. I have just a few friends but we have almost nothing in common at all. Somehow we get along by just how random we all are. Well anyway I’m at a house well the house for me. It’s not mine nothing is, ever since everyone left. Yeah some died, some just disappeared and I plan on finding them. The problem is I’m constantly being watched. You could say I have some problems but that’s just who I am. Deal with it. E

Just like that we are in Sam’s room and Sam is lying there like she’s dead. I freak out and run straight to Sam. She’s tied to the table and I can’t find the remote. Then I notice the gun, I can only imagine what has to be done when I see the note. After reading the note a million and one times I still can’t bring myself to do  it. Everyone is outside of Sam’s room and I’m standing here with a probably dead Sam and a stun gun. Then everything stops. Before I can react I see Sam standing next to herself. I nearly passed out just seeing my old friend again. She has this kind, knowing look on her face.

I opened the door expecting it to be someone else but when I saw it was Sam I was so relieved. She didn’t look good at all though. She closed and locked the door and I guess that she was being chased. I call my mom and dad to come get Sam and put her on the table. By now she is just lying on the floor. At first I thought she was dead but when my dad went to pick her up she whimpered and I knew she would be okay. Dad carried her and laid her down on the table while my mom got what she needed ready. And to think Sam had been gone for two weeks. I could have sworn she was dead but thankfully she wasn’t. The guilt had just been eatin

I was looking for Sam when I thought I saw someone in the trees but I didn’t pay any attention to it. I kept going then I felt something hit the back of my neck and I fell. Next thing I know I’m tied to a tree and my mouth is taped shut. After about five minutes I see Sam and I hear her she is going to get herself killed trying to save me. I should have gone back in once I saw that person but I didn’t, this is my entire fault. She came and someone shot at her but she dodged it easily she worked her way back to me and then I heard another shot and she went down but I felt her grab one of the daggers so I know she didn’